Write 365: 184 – Last On The List

It wasn’t my life goal to play my position further down your list
I figured we were on the road to a relationship that felt extensive
Tried to show my ways that would indicate that I’m ready for us
Your actions showed that I wasn’t even a priority and I became obsessive
As to find out why I was the last option for you to contact
‘Priority’ and ‘option’ screamed at me, heart and brain became combative
Snooped around and the pain increased once I saw what you gave significance
Showing interest more in them than I could ever receive and turned me negative
Walking away and not looking back at the destruction and burned bridges
Self respect is a valued and continuing the search for one with no alternative motive

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